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Once Upon a Time​.​.​.​In Another Life

by Ryan Douglas

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    This album features songs written between 1999 and 2009 when I lived in Chicago. Recorded in living rooms, basements, spare offices, churches, porches (pretty much anywhere I could set up a studio!) this collection reminds me of so many wonderful people who lent their time, talents, ideas and musical expertise. Inside these songs is where I grew up and where I lived once upon a time...in another life.
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1.
I Was Free 04:27
I walk about this life with eyes of blindness Think I see the stone in your eye Gone are the days when I had the answers Must've left them somewhere in my childhood When I was free I think about you now and the intimacy We both know we took it too far I remember when a girl was the enemy You would not hold her hand for the world to see When I was free We'd like to suspend the thought of going back Like a temptress it dances in front of our eyes I was running and laughing with my back to the wind Now I long to make that sweet dream reality I make decisions every day now Each one affects me in some way Right or wrong it's hard to believe that I could think that growing up would be so easy When I was free Innocent and free, naive and free But I was free
2.
Godspeed 04:06
In a white house with a big yard, some say it's a perfect life And I work, but it wouldn't matter if I quit to spend all my time with you And you are exactly what I need And you are my better half concealed And you are just outside my reach And you are gone...so godspeed Well I found you somewhere I have never been You told me that this is not the end So hold me, from you I will not hide But you're gone and still you did not lie And you are exactly what I need And you are my better half concealed And you are just outside my reach And you are gone...so godspeed Thunder crashes every time you are near Punctuates the loneliness I fear And you are the lightning in my sky And the raindrops are the tears I cry And you are exactly what I need And you are my better half concealed And you are just outside my reach And you are gone...so godspeed
3.
If You Want 04:00
If you want me just to listen call my name If you want me just to hold you take my hand If you want me just to stay here I'll remain If you want me for no reason I will understand I will wait for you as the daylight slips away I will wait for you in the quiet of the night I will wait for you no time can steal my love I will wait for you if you want me to If you want me to discover I will search for you If you want I'll walk on water just to get to you If you want I'll paint the sky a deeper blue For I will walk the extra mile just to be with you I will come for you as the daylight slips away I will come for you in the quiet of the night I will come for you no time can steal my love I will come for you if you want me to I saw you standing there with a lost look in your eye Well I am standing here waiting for you to find I will wait for you as the daylight slips away I will wait for you in the quiet of the night I will wait for you no time can steal my love I will wait for you if you want me to
4.
Floating weightless free from gravity I circle your sun burning brightly I close my eyes and feel your sunshine Washing over me so divine Oh if I could stay With you every day Content in this place Gazing on your perfect face Resting easy under your tree With sweeping branches you embrace The fruit you offer hangs above me In all its sweetness feeds me completely Oh if I could stay With you every day Content in this place Gazing on your perfect face And I long to hear say that this love will never fade And when we reach that day you'll know you're the reason that I stayed Oh if I could stay With you every day Content in this place Gazing on your perfect face
5.
Walk With Me 04:29
Call it what you will desire is dangerous When you think you've had your fill it wasn't quite enough Bring it to the surface, call it by its name Nothing here can change this, nothing here can stay the same Come walk this line Come walk with me Hallelujah I'll give everything to you now Now there's darkness all around me how can anyone get close Yet somehow you still see enough to pull me from my ghosts Come find me in the twilight where it gets hard to see Bleeding into midnight my soul can't let it be Come walk this line Come walk with me (Singing) Hallelujah I'll give everything to you now
6.
Are you out there on the coast? Where the ocean meets the shore Your image haunts me like a ghost It disappears, but like the water, always comes back for more And I wonder what it’s like, out there with you To sit and dream here, I’ve got nothing else to do Where are you tonight? Without you here it’s just not right I stand alone under the stars Casting my wish you weren’t so far…tonight Are you out west beyond the mountains? Your skin clothed in golden sunlight I watch that orange ball fade, alone again I can’t bear to spend another night Wondering what it’s like out there with you To sleep and dream here, I’ve got nothing else to do Where are you tonight? Without you here it’s just not right I stand alone under the stars Casting my wish you weren’t so far…tonight And I wake up to my ringing phone Your voice tells me you’re coming home And my spirit’s hope begins to burn, begins to burn As I wait for your return I wonder what it’s like to be with you To wait and dream here, hey I’ve got nothing else to do Where are you tonight? Without you here it’s just not right I stand alone under the stars Casting my wish you weren’t so far…tonight
7.
Find You 03:34
Will you wait for me tonight? Or will your head put up a fight against your heart to say what's right? I see fire in your face So keep it burning just in case The stars align with time and space I will always find you Where you are waiting for me You will always be the one Hide your smile away Don't let your eyes shine like the day You can't always have your way I will always find you Where you are waiting for me You will always be the one Will you wait for me tonight somewhere just outside the light somewhere just beyond my sight? I will always find you Where you are waiting for me You will always be the one
8.
Muse 04:13
The hour is almost up Time won't wait for us So say good-bye Please, don't look me in the eye Speak softly to me Run your fingers through my hair And when that feeling comes and you're almost there Suddenly you disappear Don't walk away from me The image is haunting me Don't turn around To see my tears falling to the ground Speak softly to me Run your fingers through my hair And when that feeling comes and you're almost there Suddenly you disappear When nightmares come who will turn them into dreams When nothing here is as it seems? When nightfall passes through into the morning sun Will you know that we are one? Speak softly to me Run your fingers through my hair And when that feeling comes and you're almost there Now you are here
9.
Daydreaming 03:25
I'm falling asleep with you tonight I'm waking to you in the morning light And when I'm asleep this dream is alive And when I awake, baby, it dies And I'm begging the sun, begging the sun not to rise It would be the sweetest thing to see you in the morning Oh if I could touch your skin now we'll let the day begin I'm walking around just killing time Passing the day dreaming you were mine Cause I just want to be with you every day An hour alone can't make it okay And I'm begging the hands, begging the hands of time, begging them to stand still And it would be the sweetest day, no night to steal my love away Oh to feel your mouth on mine together in this frozen time One night, one day, somehow, some way It would be the sweetest thing to see you in the morning Oh if I could touch your skin now we'll let the day begin And it would be the sweetest day, no night to steal my love away Oh to feel your mouth on mine together in this frozen time One night, one day, somehow, some way
10.
Alone, with you tonight; we light a fire in the sky Oh my, how the color spreads, from red to gold and orange and then it fades But I can’t really see my part And I can’t even find my place And I don’t know just where to start But it seems everywhere I look I see your face It’s cold without you here; somewhere my angel disappeared I fear my search has gone astray, but I pray you’ll find me anyway How much reason must I find? When I am seeing all the signs? For in my question you defined I am yours and you are mine Alone, with you tonight; we light a fire in the sky Oh my – it’s shining like your face… And I am settled in this place
11.
And if that dark cloud lets loose with rain The wet drops sizzle on your pain And if the burning lasts forever and a day Won't you know that I'll wait one more Time is all we've got But we can make it through Time is all we've got Together me and you And if our suppers fade away in silence The cold food eaten as if penance And if you're choking on anger meant to kill me Won't you know that I'd still save you Time is all we've got But we can make it through Time is all we've got Together me and you I know our love is strong enough to hold on Please put your hand in mine When the hours seem to drag and slow down Those are the moments that define Time is all we've got But we can make it through Time is we've got Together me and you
12.
Self 02:17
I've got you now Got you figured out Like the way you sound when you breathe I like the way you fear Like the way you need To let go of this wicked dream Guilt it won't bother me Fear no one can see Shame who's listening Desire I won't let you feel Darkness will come to this steel gray sky But it can't hide for long from this new day's light As I wait for my chains to surrender to grace Surrender to grace
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14.
Thinking of you is this time of year When colors change and the sky is clear Before the cold and winter's death You come to me as one last breath And I hold you inside my lungs Til through my body your course has run Then you escape as I exhale And only watch your drifting trail But for a moment I am fulfilled My head clear my thoughts distilled And like the autumn's brightest hue My heart's afire thinking of you
15.
Goodnight 04:34
Goodnight, sleep tight, you look so innocent tonight And dream, my child, dream beautiful and wild Close your eyes, forget the tears you've cried A goodnight kiss placed on your honey lips Now drift along, find sleep inside my song And dream of me tonight The day will break, a perfect sun will rise New love awakes to float like clouds in crystal skies Eyes open wide the world awaits outside Your searching hand reaches out to where I stand So come with me soaring on this melody Look in my eyes so alive Close your eyes, forget the tears you've cried A goodnight kiss placed on your honey lips Now drift along, find sleep inside my song And dream of me tonight Goodnight, sleep tight Dream beautiful tonight

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released September 21, 2018

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Variety is the spice of life and Ryan Douglas gives you plenty of spice, crafting songs rich in textures and grooves that stand outside of genre.

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