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Wide Awake
04:14
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From across the sea something shimmery
A crystal sound that inspired me
Clear as ice with fragility
Roaring now with electricity
Big ideas shooting up from seeds
In picture painting words I could believe
Heartache and hope right there in the weeds
But love is our biggest need
I’m wide awake
With an energy I just can’t shake
A whole new world with sights and sounds
Emotions like wind stirring all around
Anchored by the beat of the drums that pound
Echoes rise like hope unbound (and I’m)
Sprung like coil that was tightly wound
I can feel myself lifting off the ground
I’m wide awake
With an energy I just can’t shake
I’m wide awake
Poetry in notes and chords more beautiful than Icelandic fjords
In swirls of textures a symphony; over the top a guitar peals
I can’t sing but I dare to try – I’ll make a joyful cry
I’m wide awake
With an energy I just can’t shake
I’m wide awake
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2. |
Sea of Fear
03:51
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The sea we’re in, does it conspire to sacrifice us on its altar?
Looming waves climbing ever higher, capsized now we’re under water
I am no rock, I am no island – to leave me drowning who could fault her?
(And still) I cast my fears into the deep
Up to your perfect love is where I leap
Without today there’s no tomorrow, to end it now might stop the sorrow
There is no rope, there is no hope, no crying out; no resolved doubt
(And still) I cast my fears into the deep
Up to your perfect love is where I leap
I could go and who would know?
But I hear your voice and I know I have no choice
I’m not giving up
So tired from running scared – I bought the lie that no one cared
A lonely child waiting for a ride watching every car pass by
All my hope left to grow cold when I just need someone to hold
Can you hear me? Can you see what’s wrong with me?
I cast my fears into the deep
Up to your perfect love is where I leap
Now in your keep I am free
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3. |
Only Heaven Knows
04:18
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We were a fearsome pair
Until sickness like a ninja stole
Truth is life’s not fair
My heart now a gaping hole
Please take my hand
If you still can
Just one last kiss
Can we go on like this?
(Only heaven knows)
Now I can’t stop pacing
I see your levels racing
Do I seethe or soothe?
Sometimes we don’t get to choose
Please take my hand
If you still can
Just one last kiss
Can we go on like this?
(Only heaven knows)
A glow behind the gray clouds
Like a hope you can’t say out loud
Still I’m holding tight to you
As a ray of light breaks through
Up where the angels soar
But can they love you more?
Forever in my heart you know
I know but I can’t let you go
Up where the angels soar
How can they love you more?
Forever in my heart you know
I know it’s time to let you go
Up where the angels soar
How could they love you more?
Forever in my heart you know
I know I’ve got to let you go
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Searching for Rainbows
04:12
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See the dirt under my nails, every rock has been upturned
In all my digging I have failed, now I’m here talking to these worms
Take a breath try again – does no good just to complain
I hear thunder rolling in and I sure can smell the rain
I’m looking for rainbows
Searching high and low
Beautiful rainbows
A promise I can hold
Where are the rainbows?
I can’t find them high or low
Beautiful rainbows
Was it just for show?
Color in between the lines; what if my hand strays?
Could I blame it on the wine, to excuse my errant ways
I believe true art will shine – would you set yours in my place?
Cause I’m looking for rainbows
Searching high and low
Beautiful rainbows
A promise I can hold
You said no more floods
I asked you to sign in blood
I turn my head up to the sky; I want to see to heaven
Raindrops falling in my eye; I’m soaked with blurry vision
Take a breath try again – does no good just to complain
Feel a gentle breeze roll in, there’s the sun behind the rain
And I’m looking for rainbows
Searching high and low
Beautiful rainbows
A promise I can hold
You said no more floods
And you signed right there in blood
Rainbows for mud
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5. |
Hey Kids
04:03
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Hate is like a sonic boom that suffocates the room
Steals away all decency silencing the love we need
There never was a golden age a time without the hurt and rage
Hey now kids what would you give to be a part of the hope that lives?
Life’s just a moment away
There’s color under the gray
Can you let go of the hate
The future’s not far away – tomorrow starts with today
Love is like a gentle breeze, fragrant as the cedar trees
But it takes work to cultivate, to burn away the weeds of hate
Now listen kids I’d have you know only love can make you whole
So grab a shovel, dig in deep, the seeds you sow are worth the reap
Life’s just a moment away
There’s color under the gray
It’s never too late to pray
The future’s not far away and love is waiting today
If you’re thinking you can’t win or that you’re too stuck in
There is good news for you with the strength to pull you through
Life’s just a moment away
There’s color under the gray
You can let go of the pain
Salvation’s not far away and grace is waiting today
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6. |
Not Telling You Off
04:47
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Accusations littered like bones in a graveyard
My soul confessions trampled on and torn all apart
No contrition always faking like it’s really so hard
There’s a danger
So much anger
I just can’t make my eyes soft
If I call out
If we fall out
I’m not telling you off
When you hear me
Please don’t fear me
I’m still not telling you off
Conversations drone around us – all I want is silence
Condescension pops and crackles like an electric fence
These conditions – are we a bomb squad? Emotions intense
There’s a danger
So much anger
I just can’t make my eyes soft
If I call out
If we fall out
I’m not telling you off
When you hear me
Please don’t fear me
I’m still not telling you off
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7. |
Spaghetti Midwestern
02:26
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8. |
Prodigal
03:26
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I took the money, I had some fun
Without a care what was to come
It all unraveled and I came undone
Over my shoulder I cast a glance
Don’t know who’s coming I can’t take a chance
Lord I’m too tired to dance this dance
Always losing more than I win
Won’t someone please cut in?
Now I’m falling
Are you calling?
Why am I stalling?
I lose all poise when I hear your voice
I raise my eyes up to the sky
In silent prayer though I don’t know why
Hot on my trail a past I can’t deny
I turn my tail and run
Could that undo what’s done?
Now I’m falling
Are you calling?
You see me crawling
I hear your voice but I can’t make that choice
You said live with no regrets
Life is free when you have no debts
So here I am to place my bet
With a heavy heart that grieves
But a brand new soul that now believes
Why am I bawling?
When I hear you calling
No longer falling
I made the choice to trust your voice
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9. |
Rain Pours Down
03:47
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Something draws me
You know I gotta see
But now it’s got me and I don’t have the strength to fight
I only hear lies
Do things I despise
I’m hiding in disguise as if darkness could be light
But then you came for me
And you set me free
So I’m lifting my hands up
Yeah you came for me
You wouldn’t let me be
So I’m lifting my hands up
There in the mirror
The ugliness is clearer
I turn away – all I want to do is scream
I only hear lies
Believe what I despise
Now I shut my eyes – can from a nightmare come a dream?
But then you came for me
And you set me free
So I’m lifting my hands up
Yeah you came for me
You wouldn’t let me be
So I’m lifting my hands up
I’m calling out but I don’t hear a sound
While stormy clouds gather all around
And the rain, rain starts pouring down
Yeah the rain, rain comes pouring down
But then you came for me (Rain pours down)
And you set me free (Rain pours down)
So I’m lifting my hands up (Rain pours down)
Yeah you came for me (Rain pours down)
You wouldn’t let me be (Rain pours down)
So I’m lifting my hands up (Rain pours down)
Lift you higher, lift you higher, lift you higher (Rain pours down)
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10. |
Coming Home to You
04:56
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I slipped right out the back door like a vapor in the breeze
Felt so helpless anymore steering this ship through stormy seas
Didn’t want to be alone, seemed the only road to take
Now when I dream of you I hope I never wake
Yeah – I feel alive when I’m with you
Yeah – like my fears cannot get through
Yeah – to feel the heat of love and light
If I can just hold on tonight
Majestic mountains rise before me as I cut through open plains
The air is like an oven and I long for cooling rains
Beyond me lies the desert with its stoic barren ground
Even it can’t slake your spirit – I can feel it all around
Yeah – I feel alive when I’m with you
Yeah – like my fears cannot get through
Yeah – to feel the heat of love and light
If I can just hold on tonight
I hear a voice calling out against the winds that rise
Call back louder ‘cause I can’t hear you – let’s give it one more try
Flying down the rails now I am homeward bound
Every image I recall is one more mile down
So call to me with memories that bubble like a stream
I am coming home for good – it’s even better than my dreams
Yeah – I feel alive when I’m with you
Yeah – like my fears cannot get through
Yeah – to feel the heat of love and light
If I can just hold on tonight
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11. |
Lullaby
02:41
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Dancing eyes, angelic smile
They always steal the show
As the love in my heart grows
Words come fast, sometimes out of place
How are you to know?
Oh my love for you still grows
When you’re tired or feeling sad
So alone and low
Dear child I love you so
You’ll never be too big for me
These arms you can’t outgrow
They will always bring you home
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Ryan Douglas Cincinnati, Ohio
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